Morning Devos

If you ran everyday for a long time it would begin to show. You would be healthier and full of energy.

If you played games all day and ate sugar and salt everyday, it would begin to show. You would be tired and begin to grow fat. 

Equally, if you run to God everyday and give your heart to him, it will begin to show. God is light, and with God in you, you also will be a light. Light shines in the darkness and can be seen clearly by everyone.

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